uh, this message is for chermin,my girlfriend.
but uh, i don't know if she's still is.
not gonna go straight to the message yet.
gonna say every single detail on how it started.
uh, we started to quarrel on 25th july, a saturday night.

Kass: Can i ask you something and you tell me honestly?
Chermin: What?
Kass: Honestly, are you like stalking jessine? but not in a lesbian way =x
Chermin: LOLL, no? What for? ;o
Kass: Okay never mind nothing. Just being random. Haha....
Chermin: Wth makes you think that i am stalking her manxcz. And, since when did i, like Omg?
Kass: I don't know? i think the way you act towards her? Not trying to offend you. No offence =x
Chermin: Zzz, i bet is someone ask you to ask on right? -.- Oh, is jessine?
Kass: No. No one ask me to ask you. Not jessine either.
Chermin: Then? Like Wth lahxcz.
Kass: Just nobody. And chill. I know you're getting offened and yeah, i know you'll go tell jessine they all right?
Chermin: LOLL. I feel a little offende i admit. Er, no? i hope not. Er, tell me more. It makes people change.
Kass: Okay, than don't feel offended cause i didn't say you are but just asking. Remember you always handg out with Nicole? But after you started to hang out with us, you like so called as the space between you and Nicole went bigger. Something like that. Than remember first time, you call jessine by her name, now you're....
Chermin: LOLL. No? Alot of times your walk infront then me and Nicole walk behind together. And, must friends always stick together like super glue? Also, i never everytime with jessine what. Still got alot other. And, i call Biantai before we were even a clique. And then, what are you jealous about now. Ugh -.-
Kass: Ya fine! Who was the one who ask me to tell her more? Of you know you'll get piss, why the hell did you even ask me to tell you more? Why the hell would i be jealous of YOU?! i guess enemies can never be friends rights?
Chermin: .. When the hell am i really angry or anything? It is just this -.- emocon right? Fine, what i said was the truth, you want to be enemies, so be it.
Kass: Yeah, you don't even know when you're angry. You don't need to say you're angry. Your attitude can frigging tell. Ya fine than. Ugh!
Chermin: .. I don't know lah. Now is you angry can, ugh. You don't even know how to treasure this friendship. Omg ._.

then so on... i lazy type out already.
but this is most of it.
okay now this is the message

i think you use people as spare tires.
after a while, you'll just throw them aside like rubbish.
at first it was yin hui than you got sick and tired of her and you went to nicole.
and yeah, its so obvious after that you got sick and tired of her cause you kept telling me some bad things about her.
you also did the same to yin hui.
and than after that you like so called as started to hang out with me.
i also heard that you.... me to get close to jessine they all.
i don't if its true anot but i think you know the best.
than now, you're going on to jessine.
but wanna bet you won't do the same thing to her like you did to yin hui and nicole?
cause she's popular in class
and you also want to be so called as popular too.
than at first, you so wanted to get rif of nicole saying you want to change sit,
don't want to sit with her.
ya, than now you don't want to sit with me anymore
cause, will, you got sick and tired.
that time when i was like asking sandy if can i sit with her for one day,
than she said anything.
you're like sitting bedside me but my back was like facing you,
so you told sandy to say yes.
oh my fucking god!
what's your problem?
at first you keep on telling me you want to sit with me
than now you're like...
i so regretted to choose sitting with you.
i bet you also feel the same way.
fine, you want change sit than change uh.
you don't need to secretly say here and there.
since you so love jessine,
and you so hate me, go on and sit with her than. ugh !!
don't even know why you still want to hang out with me that time when you said you're not gonna friend me forever.
yeah, whatever.
but i'm not gonna be as naive as you and say what don't friend you here and there.
i'm just gonna treat you like a normal classmate i just know
and will only talk to you when necessary.
yah, whatever, go on and gossip about more people, you gossip frig.
yeah i also admit i am a gossip frig.
but not only are you a gossip frig but as friendship breaker too.
though you didn't break my friendship,
but you did it to others.
i'm not gonna say who the others are cause i'm sure you know who.
i don't know f all this i strue uh, you're the only one know if its true a not.
you can lie to anyone but not yourself.
yeah, i know you blood will boil if you read this.
its like so damn obvious.

okay, done with the message

okay, i'm now gonna say what happened on sunday.
its already pass but i still got to say it.
its like TOO weird and FUNNY. HAHA!
its like this.

Sunday
omg !! today evening, i was lying on my bed and listening to radio at the same time.
then, after a while, i fell asleep.
than after that, don't know how long later....
i suddenly heard miley cyrus name in the radio than i woke up and looked at the radio blankly.
and yeah, the radio was like still on.
i was like, omg, how can i hear miley cyrus name when i can't hear the rest? LOLL !!
then after that, went to tell that to jamie soh.
jamie is like, "are you really so in love with miley cyrus?" HAHA!
then uh, when i typing this part
"then after that, went to tell that to jamie soh."....
instead of putting jamie soh, i went to put miley cyrus.
so the sentence will be like,
"then after that, went to tell that to miley cyrus.".
why am i so crazy over miley. LOL !!

changed song again !! haha!
another miley cyrus song :D

DON'T WALK AWAY by MILEY CYRUS
I've been runnin in circles all day long
I'm out of breath but I'm still going strong
I'm gonna get'cha yeah no matter what they say
You think I'm losing but I always get my way

Don't walk away when I'm talkin to you
This ain't no time for your bad attitude
Don't gimme, that face,
When you know I'm really down for the chase cause' my hearts already in it and I'm never gonna quit it when you finally gonna get it
Don't walk away

You act, act like
That I don't have a clue
You think you know it all
But I'm so onto you
You think you figured out just how to win this game
I'm on your tracks yeah
Know every move you make

Don't walk away when I'm talkin to you
This ain't no time for your bad attitude
Don't gimme, that face,
When you know I'm really down for the chase cause' my hearts already in it and I'm never gonna quit it when you finally gonna get it
Don't walk away

I won't give up just like that
I'm gonna make you mine if it takes everything I have

Don't walk away when I'm talkin to you
This ain't no time for your bad attitude
Don't gimme, that face,
When you know I'm really down for the chase cause' my hearts already in it and I'm never gonna quit it when you finally gonna get it
Don't walk away

When I'm talking to you

Yeah

Don't walk away when I'm talkin to you
This ain't no time for your bad attitude
Don't gimme, that face,
When you know I'm really down for the chase cause' my hearts already in it and I'm never gonna quit it when you finally gonna get it
Don't walk away

okay, wow!
first it was chermin that was piss with me (not anymore, i think)
then now it's jessine
me and jessine is going back to where we are on 20th april.
why do friendship problem have to come and go?
why the fucking hell am i so damn dumb in asking chermin the question
and telling jessine?
I AM THE WORLD MOST DUMBEST ASS HOLE !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSINE !! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
message to my dearest girlfriend,jessine.

hey my dearest girlfriend.
happy birthday once again (:
okay yeah, had fun hanging out with for the past 6 years.
thanks to melissa.
without melissa, i don't think i will be hanging out with you now. haha.
went through happiness (friendship happiness) and sadness (friendship sadness) with you.
you're a great and true friend too (:
and i guess i'm lucky to have a great friend like you.
you're awesome and wonderful !!
but yeah, i feel sorry to all those people that lose you.
hope i won't lose a great friend like you ever.
everyone should treasure a great friend like you right?
anyway,hope you have a wonderful birthday today !!
and wish you all the best for everything !!
LOVE YOU MORE EACH DAY !!

anyway, sorry to those whose face is...

today's jessine's birthday so yeah, once again.
happy birthday jessine (:
hmmm... didn't really do anything today.
watched 'My Girl' again! haha!
from 3 to 5.
before that watched 'Racing Stripes'.
okay, the only thing i did today is watch television.
you can say i'm a television freak. HAHA!
anyway, still haven't do homework yet xD
later, gonna watch television again.
got so many show to watch today.
i guess after watching all those show got no time do homework. HAHA!

today, called jamie soh
did some chatting here and there.
told her whatever happened yesterday after she left the rehearsal.
lol. she complained loads too. HAHA!
then after that, slacked for 3 hours.
lying down on my bed, listening to music.
then listen listen, then fall a sleep at like 2? haha!
then woke up at 2.20.
then slack again all the way till 3.
cause at 3 got 'MY GIRL'
just love that show.
SO FUNNY!
then watch all the way till 5.
when the show gonna end, i called jamie soh again.
didn't really remember what we said for the first part of the conversation.
then after that she say what "talk to claudia normally as if nothing happened yesterday"
i kept quiet.
i told her "i don't know if i can but i'll try cause after whatever happened yesterday, i feel very awkward talking to her as if nothing happened yesterday"
i want to talk to her normally but at the back of my head, i just can't forget whatever happened yesterday.
i just can't say forget means forget.

FUCK LA!
why must every year must have class problem?
not class problem then is friendship problem?
i can't stand it anymore!!!
i want to give up NOW!
from the starting of the year,
everyone say 1/6 will bond together soon.
you see now, does the bond ever exist in 1/6?
i guess not. sorry 1/6 if this offends you.
i don't think our class will bond at all.
we always say HAVE HOPE IN 1/6.
i will but how do i?
i really don't know.

okay let's not talk about all those anymore.
let's go into miley cyrus now. HAHA!
watch all this video :D













SHE'S SO DAMN PRETTY!!
LOVE HER FOREVER !!!

today had the literature drama rehearsals.
and guess what?! claudia acted like a bitch and she doesn't want to do anything at all.
because, sandy, jessine, melissa and callista was late for the drama for like half an hour.
ugh. its only half an hour. at least they come right? not like some other people don't even come for a single rehearsal !
then before they came back, claudia told us say what "don't get angry with when i shout/scold them".
when they came back that time, she was screaming away and its SO noisy.
then its like me and theng lee is playing the tap tap game on jamie soh's iphone.
i was like "can you shut the fuck up?"
but not like very loud ah.
just softly.
she's like damn loud.
don't even know why she shout here shout there her throat not pain one
i not surprise if one day she lose her voice.
not cursing her.
sandy was the first one to came in class.
so like claudia started to shout at sandy say what "look what time already. you all are already half an hour"
then she pause.
so like sandy turn away.
then claudia like say "sandy!"
sandy then say "what la?!"
claudia like say "you don't come turn your back to me okay?!"
she say until like she's the oldest and the biggest in the class la. ugh! was so fed up!
then after that jessine, melissa and callista came into the class.
then claudia started to like shouting at jessine saying don't know what la.
she also like blaming jessine say what, "why must you all go until mac's and eat?"
then claudia was like "okay, i give up, i'm going home now."
nikki was begging claudia not to leave, asking jessine they all go apologise to claudia.
is like what the hell did they do wrong?
they just late that's all !
so sandy just went up to her and apologise to her.
for goodness sake, she doesn't deserve the "sorry" from all of them at all.
she want she leave la.
like as if 1/6 will die without her.
nikki and wani cried.
nikki cried cause she don't what la.
forget already.
want cry for no reason. i think?
don't even know why she cry.
cry for no reason. lol
so dramatic.
so we didn't care about claudia anymore.
we just contiune to prepare for the drama thing.
then while we're doing the cabinet, one of the prop, for the play, wani came in the class and say don't know what la.
cannot even hear what she saying.
then jessine was like talking on the phone so she just went up to wani and said "don't come extra and go away"
that time jessine was like joking only.
so wani just walk out of the classroom crying. HAHA!
it was so funny la! was like laughing like mad.
okay then i forgot what happen next.
then fast forward >>>>

then we rehearhals for the play then blah blah blah.
then afterwards me and jessine went outside school and buy bubble tea for the people.
oh ya! when i ask melissa what she want she was like "green bubble ice blended"
LOLL !! we were laughing like MAD COWS!! HAHA!!!!!
she said that more then one time. LOL!
bought 11 drinks, including me.
so many to carry.
after come back drink here drink there around 4.20 already?
then go back to class to copy something down for jamie soh.
after like some people leave the classroom, left me, jessine, elizabeth and chermin.
we're talking about songs here and there
then the three chinese freak keep listening to chinese song. SO ANNOYING!!
I HATE CHINESE SONGS!
IT SUCKS!
then we talk here talk there. don't know talk about what also la.
after that, jessine ask for pen and paper.
on the table got my pen and foolscape, so she just go take and write some korean/japanese word
after she write chermin also go write.
then after that someone go drop my pen!
and then my pen got NO INK!!!
cause i only got 1 pathetic pen, so now i don't even have a single pen. diao la.
then blah blah blah.
jessine then say we go out find those people rehearsing for the play.
so all of us ran out of the classroom.
then like the last person must off the lights and fans
so like all run and nobody lights and fans.
we're like laughing like mad.
in the end it was jessine who off it. haha.
then we had a meeting.
and everybody started complaining about claudia
then that claudia also say what she prefer 1/4 then 1/6
we're like "WHAT THE HELL?!"
but hack care, why bother when she don't even.
then we talk here talk there until 6 like that then go home.
so tired.
okay this part is so funny.
jessine was the first one to go back class to get her bag.
then next it was me, chermin and elizabeth.
so when we're going into the class already,
jessine was hiding somewhere and suddenly "BOO!"
chermin and elizabeth got scare. LOLL !!
you should see their face. SO FUNNY!! HAHA!
anyway, i should like take video of what happen today.
wow, today's such a long.
and OMG! next week CCAs start already
I FREAKING HATE MY FREAKING CCA !!!!! UGH!

today listen to 98.7 fm.
and guess what is the first in the top 20 in singapore.
"Let's have some fun this beat is sick, i wanna take a ride on your disco stick (x2)
i'm gonna kiss you, but if i do then i might miss you babe"
that's the only line i know. HAHA!
its LOVEGAME by LADY GAGA!
kept singing that line in school today. haha!
2nd - i do not hook up by kelly clarkson
3rd - no boundaries by kris allen
4th - waking up in vegas by katy perry
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7th - HOEDOWN THROWDOWN by MILEY CYRUS <33333 style="font-weight: bold;">
BEFORE THE STORM by MILEY CYRUS ♥ ♥ ♥ and NICK JONAS
MILEY:
I know this isn't what I wanted
I never thought it come this far
Just thinking back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are
NICK:
We were young and times were easy
But I could see it's not the same
I'm standing here but you don't see me
I'd give it all for that to change
But I don't want to lose her
Don't wanna let her go

[chorus]
MILEY and NICK
Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
'Cause I will leave you alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm
(Yeah, before the storm)

NICK:
With every strike of lightning
MILEY:
Comes a memory that lasts
BOTH:
And not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash
MILEY:
Maybe I should give up

BOTH:
Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
'Cause I will leave you alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm

MILEY:
Trying to keep
BOTH:
The lights from going out
And the clouds from ripping
Out my broken heart
They always say
That a heart is not a home
Without the one who gets you through the storm

MILEY:
Standing out in the rain
Knowing that it's really over
Please don't leave me alone
NICK:
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing I'll never hold you
Like I did before the storm
BOTH:
Like I did before the storm

today, went to the library then went to jamie soh's house secretly.
so called as go to jamie soh's house with out permission =x haha!
went to her house with jessine.
then we took like half an hour to go to toa payoh interchange.
cause of jamie soh, obviously.
she go roller blading then go down the slope and BOOM! she fall.
then now she can't walk properly.
then also walk until so slow.
don't know how many people walk past us. LOLL !!
but she very poor thing.
then me and jessine also keep pushing her to walk faster and she was like screaming pain. HAHA!
then wasn't suppose to take 231, the bus. was suppose to take 56 to the library.
the jessine keep bugging us to take 231. so just take. anyway, still got go till library.
borrowed diary of a crush:french kiss again.
need to do some book review thingy.
can't really remember anything. i'm so forgetful.
anyway, THANKS JAMIE SOH FOR FOLLOWING ME TO THE LIBRARY !! (:

after that went to jamie soh's house.
okay no offence but her house was a mess.
cause she's moving house.
she's like moving to a terrence and her father bought it for like 1.2 MILLION !!
SUPER RICH EH SHE !!
i was like "OMG! you're SO RICH!!"
then she was like "where got?"
lol. honestly she's rich.
she even got a dog, jack russell, which she bought it for $888.
the dog name call Snowy. so cute. haha!
then ate at house cause i was starving.
was suppose to eat at home, but i was too hungry.
then while we're eating we watch this show "Picture This"
producer is Ashley Tisdale.
OMG! the show was AWESOME!
but didn't manage to finish the show, so some days i will go her house to watch again, then half way watching, my father called and ask me where am i. told him i was in the library.
then he said he's gonna come fetch me.
then i was like OMG !! so i ran out of her house and like went to the taxi stand.
but luckily reached there on time.
when i reached there, still have to like for 5 minutes before he come.
when he called me, he say he'll reached in 5 minutes.
in the end he didn't.
i was SO LUCKY!

YAY! just finish watching a korean show
its called "My Girl"
okay, yeah i know the show is old.
told ya, i'm out-dated. haha!
love the show! the girl in the show is SO CUTE !!
and show is so touching.
cried one part of the show. that part was SO SAD!!
its a love story and it is so romantic!! haha
i'm gonna watch that show one more time!! WHOO HOOO!!!
everyone should watch that show ah.
its so damn funny too!

yesterday went to dhougby gaunt(spelling) to see some stupid night festival thingy.
ITS SO BORING!
didn't even see anything cause it was raining.
the rain was SO big.
and the floor is so wet and disgusting! ewww...
so just walk around dhougby gaunt.
then took some random pictures, which is so ridiculous.
don't have anything to do so just take. HAHA!raining heavilysome stairs somewherethe toilet dustbin ;Dsubway! YUMM! ;Dsome shadow on the ceiling.

O M G !!
this movie IS awesome!!
watched it twice already.
yesterday night and today morning.
the last sentence is "put the gun in your mouth, and pull the trigger" and "BANG!"
it's just too awesome.
i WANT to have the ability to see the future.
SO COOL!!!
okay whatever.
i know this movie like was on since april.
i very out-dated. HAHA!
imaging you can SEE the future.
you'll know everything! as in EVERYTHING!
but the future do change.
everything changes.
even people do.
maybe when we change, we don't even realize. haiz..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHERMIN;GIRLFRIEND !!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
sorry, this isn't put on the exact day of your birthday XD
but still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! :D
hope you like the present that i give XD

hmmm... for the first part of this post, let me talk about yesterday (:
yesterday, my aunty, uncle, cousin and, obviously, JESS, came to my house :D
omg... now jess is SO active now.
the first time i see her, she was so scared of everything.
but now her tail is wagging and is very active too.
and she's also healthier now :D
here are some ramdom things about her :D


okay now, i'm talking about TODAY :D
today, have the literature drama rehearsal again.
had fun again. haha!
don't really have anything to say. but yeah, got some video taken :D

went to someone's house just to celebrate the person birthday
eat tiramisu cake! YUMMY! i want MORE!
the only thing i did there was walking jess around the whole condo.
and eat.. that's all
so BORED! but i had fun walking jess.

yesterday took class photo.
i don't really call it a class photo cause some fucking people don't want co-operate.
sorry for being so vulgar (there might be loads of vulgar words in this post), but i'm really pissed.
some class spirit this is! Ugh!
but at least some other people got. haha!
then stayed back for a literature drama thingy.
but yeah, we had FUN! (:
we did the drama thingy like an hour or two, think.
then we started talking about other things. haha!
i think i'm gonna be in love with one/six in a blink of an eye. haha.

today, last day of the week.
changed sit too.
actually for others not me.
me and jessine want to sit at the third row, so we're like fighting over it. =.="
then i don't care than just let her. i'm very good :D haha!
then also get house t-shirt today.
and i am FUCKING annoyed by sandy!!!
i was like i want change the size of the shirt from like medium to small.
cause it was like so big.
then that girl was like "just take medium la. i also take medium what..."
then i was like "Ugh!" but i didn't say anything.
then after she's like gone...
i told jamie soh like what exactly happened.
then i was like "i'm FUCKING annoyed by sandy"
then she say "what happened?"
i told her "i like want to change to small cause the medium very big, then sandy like was like just take medium la, i also take what..."
then i also say what "i'm also like different size from her so there's like difference."
now writing this also feel very irritated by sandy ang. Ugh!

anyway, went out with peiling today.
my sister went too.
we went to watch "ghost of the girlfriend past".
okayy, some part i almost cried D:
it was SO touching. haha!
so cool to have that type of relationship.
the show started at 4.45 but i was like late for 15 minutes but the show haven't start yet. haha!
luckily haven't start.
i'm like always late for everything. haha. as in really EVERYTHING!
never was i early.
the show was 2 hours anyway.
then after that, went shopping for chermin and jessine's birthday present (:
okay.. wow.. i spent like $50 on their present.
but i don't mind :D its worth it cause their my friends !! :D
but at the same time, i'm broke! D:
but i think i bought jessine's birthday presents too early.
her birthday is like on 19th july and i bought it today. LOLL !!
chermin's birthday is on 8th july, 11 days before jessine's.
not gonna say what i bought for them cause later they come my blog see then no suprise already.
but i hope will love it :D
and maybe they will be the first and the last to get presents from me.
bought 4 presents for jessine, cause hers is cheaper so i bought more, and 3 for chermin, sorry chermin but yours is more expensive so i got not enough money to buy one more present for you
but, thanks to peiling, i mange to find them nice and cute presents :D
if she's not there i'll not be able to get a single present for them. haha!
she brought me to all those places than i pick the presents for them.
will be giving chermin her present on wednesday, her exact day of her birthday.
then for jessine i don't know..
i spent 2 hours looking for their presents.
looking around plaza sing.
came back home around 8.45, i think. haha.

changed song. again.. haha!
ONE IN A MILLION BY MILEY CYRUS
How did I get here?
I turned around and there you were
I didn't think twice
Or rationalize
cause somehow I knew
That there was more than just chemistry
I mean I knew you were kinda of into me
But I figured it's too good to be true

I said pinch me
Where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy

[Chorus:]
They say that good things take time
But really great things happen
in a blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you
were a million to one
I cannot believe it (o woah)
You're one in a million
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough till
I thought I'm through
Said I'm done
and stumbled into the arms of the one

You're making me laugh about the silliest stuff
Say that I'm your diamond in the rough
When I'm mad at you
You come with your velvet touch
Can't believe that I'm so lucky
I have never felt so happy
Every time I see that sparkle in your eye

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen
in a blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you
were a million to one
I cannot believe it (o woah)
You're one in a million...
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough till
I thought I'm through
Said I'm done
and stumbled into the arms of the one

I said pinch me where is the catch this time
I can't find a single cloud in the sky
help me before I get used to this guy.

they say that good things take time
But really great things happen
in a blink of an eye
thought the chances to meet somebody like you
were a million to one
I cannot believe it (o woah)

they say that good things take time
but really great things happen in a blink
of an eye
thought the chances to meet somebody like you
were a million to one
I cannot believe it (o woah)
your one in a million..oh yah.
one in a million..one in a million

IHEART MILEY CYRUS~~~~~